Words

Hey Ya'll!! There isn't anything I have in particular to talk about, but I felt the need to write. I have been feeling rushes to write lately. I haven't free written in a long time and I miss it. And now that I have time to write, I am stuck. I miss the days where I would write stories with my friends and we would plot it out so detailed and get so excited. Now everyone has lost interest and I'm alone on yet another thing. To be honest, I am a people person. Not in my city that much, but if I go anywhere else I want to be around people. I am honestly not independent like I wish I was. I get advice from other people on everything, down to where I should put my books in my locker. I am a people person and I can't write alone. That's the hard thing because I express myself through writing and others don't understand what I go through or what it was like during that party I write about. So I am stuck and find myself not wanting to go on the internet, or play games, or talk to people, I just want to write, yet I can't. So this is the only way I can write, even if it isn't the way I prefer. I write like I talk. I can imagine myself now ranting all of this to one of my friends. Most people don't know what it feels like to have that fresh relief of typing long sentences and paragraphs and not be writing for an essay. For your fingers to have a mind of their own and you don't even think of how you never took typing lessons, yet you still know where every key is on the keyboard. I miss the days where I would get to typing so fast, that I would start with a sentence and in 30 min. I would have a story done. There's so many things I miss. I miss my friends, yet they're right beside me, I miss the days where we would have 70 minutes in English to write anything and everything and listen to music while we laughed of the stories me and my friends would come up with. English is my favorite subject, no matter what we are doing. Even during the Romeo and Juliet unit, I loved it (even if they were idiots). Even during the 4 years of grammar, I found myself liking it because I was surrounded with words. My favorite things to do are listen to music, paint/draw, and write. I like music because it has words. I mainly only like painting/drawing if I am talking to someone, and I love writing because it is words, words, words. I would be lost without words. That's the main reason I include quotes at the end of my entries. I love words. I could talk all day, read all day, write all day, listen to people talk all day. And now I look back on what i've written and I just thought I wrote a few sentences, yet I wrote paragraphs. Anyway, well now you know what happens when I am deprived of writing, it comes out here.

Bi Ya'll