Makeup/Misc.

Hey ya'll!! I know I am much later than usual today.... Well I did makeup today in dance and, as expected, it was hilarious. I have learned that I can't do mascara, at all. my eye is burning right now and I don't know what to do... Anyway, we also did costumes and pictures and I am pretty sure mine was awful. I have always worn this necklace that has a key on it. I have worn it since the day I put it on. I have taken it off once and that was because I had to take an x-ray for my back (for scoliosis). In dance you aren't allowed to wear jewelery of any kind so I had to take it off and I am heart broken. Some of you might think, "it's just a necklace" but that meant so much to me. See I used to be really mean, and things happened last year that changed my life. I won't say now, that's a story for later, but that necklace is the only reason I have gotten better and stayed better. Now that it's off I feel like a piece of me is gone. Yeah I am never doing dance again, not just because of the necklace, but I am just not a dancer, I feel really uncomfortable in makeup. like REALLY uncomfortable. I would rather watch the dances then perform in them. There was an amazing dance last year, a duet actually, between two seniors. It was to the song, "Ships in the Night". It was the best dance I have ever seen and I would have hated to miss that, so I am definitely not doing it next year. Anyway, time for some quotes.

Yeah that last one, if you are one of my friends you would agree. We have this thing in our school which is kind of like a vending machine, but it's a room instead, with more stuff. well I used to get a Starbucks vanilla iced frappuccino, SO GOOD, but i'm not allowed to have anymore cause sugar and caffeine doesn't work well with my body. ANYWAY, Bi ya'll!!

Tech Week

Hey ya'll!! So today I had more ERBs, but I am done and so happy. Today was my real first day of Tech week. If you don't know what that is, it's when you run the dances and clean them and get all of the spacing right on stage and prepare you for the performances. Today was not that bad, like at all. But I know it will get harder and harder as we get closer to opening night. I think tomorrow is when we do makeup. Let me tell you, I have never worn any kind of make up in my entire life and I think I am the only one in my grade who is like that. Even the nerds of the grade are wearing mascara and it kind of scares me. Anyway. I have no experience whatsoever with mascara, lipstick, blush, concealer, or eye liner(do we use that?). So when I try to do makeup tomorrow it will be hilarious. Then on Friday we do costumes, hair (nasty hairspray all over), and makeup, the whole shebang. then we have monday, tuesday, and wednesday to practice with the costumes and clean the dances, til they're perfect. Then we open on Thursday night. I had another one of those daydream kind of things when I got home and imagined myself braking my ankle on opening night and keep on dancing and then everyone applauds me that I made it through. Yeah in real life I would have fallen down, started crying, and make everyone trip til the whole dance crew is down. LET'S HOPE THAT DOESN'T HAPPEN! So we have this awesome hiphop dance that is Beyonce and is supposed to be sharp, sleek, and pumping. The dance is but it got ruined when we were put in costumes of neon tank tops that hug the tall people (me) in the wrong places and black tutus. Black tutus. When I saw those I almost started to scream. Our awesome dance was ruined by black tutus. ANYWAY now for some quotes

Snow White must feel awesome, being high-fived by doll hands. look at the one with the orange sleeve, it's bent like backwards. ANYWAY. Bi ya'll!!

ERB

Hey ya'll!!! so I had ERB's today, four tests in all. If you don't know what that is, it is a test that you take on your school computers that shows what the teachers need to teach you. Well for the first 4 hours of school I was doing those and I about died. I also came in late to class cause my dad had to leave early and me being me I wasn't ready so I was left for my mother to bring me to school. You might think, oh well that's not bad, well it is. It's bad cause my mom is on Grand Jury (you know the thing where you decide if a police case has enough evidence to go to court) so she wasn't planning on bringing me so I had to wait while she was getting ready and ended up getting to school 7 minutes late. Uhhhh. I hate tests, and I really don't get the point of school when you can learn everything on the internet. People say I'm here to make friends and be more social. Well GUESS WHAT? I have been at this school for years now and I have made like 5 friends. Everybody else are just acquaintances so they don't count.  AND I also had an orthodontist appointment today and I had to have another chain put on, cause the braces were working too much and made a gap in my teeth. My teeth are almost perfectly straight, not to brag but they really are. AND THEN my orthodontist said, "Oh you are almost there. You will be out of them by the end of the school year."  WELL I HOPE I WILL BE OUT OF THEM IN EIGHT FRICKIN MONTHS!!! I have already been in them for a year and a half, and I have had braces before that, so I am SO ready be done with this chunk of metal on my teeth. ANYWAY I am sure you really didn't care about my rant about teeth, but I know in the future when I look back at this I will laugh really hard about the stupid things I rant about, so I'm keeping it. QUOTE TIME!!

This last one is the way my brain works, the only thing I do during the day is imagine random situations and what I would do. Half of the time I magically become really athletic and flexible and go ninja on the intruding person. Bi Ya'll!!

Hi!

Hey ya'll!!! I probably sound more enthusiastic than I really am if you are one of those people that try to hear the person's voice in their head, Yeah? No? ok. Anyway, so I do dance, yeah I know I am still trying to believe it, but I do and we usually have it on Mondays and Wednesdays from 4:30 to 5:30 and then Hip Hop on Fridays from 3:30 to 4:45. I had dance today but instead of our regular times, we had it from 3:30 til 5:15. I about died. I was moaning/complaining/yelling on my way home and I think my mom is close to kicking me... Anyway, I am tired, exhausted, sore, and just ready to punch someone cause I have 4 hours of homework coming my way. I could barely sleep last night cause I kept on thinking of that scary movie I told ya'll about. Uhhhhh!! So disturbed!!!! I am afraid to go in my closet now, cause I think there is going to be a dead girl grabbing my finger and sticking it in the bloody hole in her head. I feel like screaming, but then I will just scare myself more cause I am scared of really loud noises... Isn't my life great? ANYWAY here are some quotes

Bi Ya'll!!!!!!!

Yesterday

Hey ya'll!! So yesterday after I made my last post, of course, I went to a mixer. For the people who don't know what that is, it's a get together with my all-girls school and our "brother" all-boys school. We have one every month because the heads of school want us to meet the guys and get boyfriends and all that jazz cause they think we need help getting them. Well I think it is a waste of time and money because I will never fall into this fake "dating world" where people don't even go on dates and they make all of this drama about it. Well anyway it was at the boy's school in what they said would be the gym, but was actually the detention hall which had grey walls, ceiling, and floor. Fun. They tried to make it interesting by shining colored lights and dots on the ceiling and walls, but it still didn't work. For the first half of it there was an invisible line that seemed to separate the boys and the girls, so I don't know why they call it a mixer. They played all of the music that all sounded the same (rap) and I didn't even know what they were saying. I only knew about 2 of those songs. I "danced", though, which is apparently just bouncing up and down... but in the very end they started playing songs everyone knew and that was fun, but still it was uneventful and boring. Me and my friends were on the sides mainly and the guys started twerking and grinding. On each other.  It was pretty gross. Then when they were twerking they fell down twice. It was really funny. I know I could have had more fun if I had been more social and all, but I didn't and it's all over. At least I tried to enjoy myself more than my friends, since I was dancing when they were standing on the side, but whatever. The lesson for today is, if you want to do something, or if you want to just enjoy yourself, do it. It doesn't matter if you are making fun of yourself and people are judging you, that's their problem, not yours. If you are having fun, that's all that matters. Just do what you want to do and you will have a better life, almost guaranteed, depending on what you want to do. It's easier said than done, I know that but just try. So after the mixer I slept over at my friends house with two other people. It was really fun and we watched the Amityville Horror. Throughout the movie I was either screaming, shaking, or laughing. I was so scared when I was watching it but when we were done we were thinking, that wasn't that bad. There were some really gross parts like when this dead little girl grabs the babysitter's finger after she locked the babysitter in the closet and shoved it in the hole in her head where she got shot. So gross but I was laughing at the same time. Anyway I know that was long and I think it is time for some random quotes.
Bi ya'll!!